I feel that I should give you guys an explanation on why I haven't been keeping with with commissioners, or making any new art. Past month me and my family discovered my cousin Was doing meth. It was sudden and out of the blue. The day we found out we thought he had died, we had come home to him unconscious and non responsive police were called by the time they got there however he was awake. That night very violent events occurred police were called again and took him away. He was released that morning come home to him in the middle of snorting it. Police were called but they wont keep him. The nearest appointment was today. For the time being while we waited he was kicked out of his mothers house and stayed here. Making it EXTREMELY worrisome and uncomfortable for me and my younger brother. Thats where the lack of art and updates come into play. With me having a new job that doesnt give me much free time to begin with but I made due, because of this whatever free time I had left was put into him trying to get him to calm down or taking him somewhere so he wouldnt go out to get more. It was all going bout as good as it could. Last night he decided to ditch us and go to his "friends" We gave him the choice of staying or leaving if he left he wasnt allowed back sure enough he left. Showed up this morning for the appointment but tried to stall out his ass. We all took work off so we could be there for him, he tried to blame us and get mad at us for not letting him being allowed to be let in. Im sorry but an 11 year old lives here he doesnt need to be around this sort of thing. Finally get him to go 10 minutes before the appointment. but after that I have no idea what will happen wondering if he will stay here for a longer duration. Im tired of the arguing and excuses its wearing me down. I havent been motivated for anything. My focus right now is to get all the dolls I have finished shipped but when I will get more then 10 minutes I'm not sure. Finish up commissions. After that I'm not sure. I dont mean for this to be an excuse on why things havent gotten done, shit happened and I dont know how to handle it. The first chance I get they'll be shipped. I seem to be saying this a lot but I apologize. I hope you can understand.